Not many things turn me on as hard as someone encouraging me to ruin my sleep for pumping.
I know it’s wrong, I know it’s bad for me, I know I shouldn’t be doing it and most of the times, I’m reasonable enough to not do it, and to not let myself even thinking about it.
But this is probably exactly the reason why it turns me on so fucking hard…
When someone tells me to not sleep and pump instead, or even better to make captions or draw instead of sleeping, I just get instantly triggered and feel so weak, it’s extremely difficult for me to resist. It feels like bliss.
It’s like I instantly become a remote controlled robot, and I have to do it. No will to resist.
Please don’t tell me to do it.
